Makanan Bajet - Five Stars! (Hehe)

Spells Started at 12:27AM, on 22 May 2012.

Hallo, Anyeonghaseyo Dear Worldians! How Ya doing? Haha.

Few weeks ago, I've been in this situation where I get pissed off by some particular person in my life. You see, even the person that you can consider as someone closer could be so annoying to you sometimes, and when they do, it feels really bad, more bitter than anyone else. Hoho. However, enough with rambling about those people, let them with their life and let me be myself. I've had enough of being an observer and digesting everything alone. It's really tiring me up. Not that I'm going to be less concern over people in my life but if it  only makes you hurt, you'd better stop and go on with your life. :) Hahaa. Oh, I've restricted them in Facebook and hide any updates from them, so they won't appear in my FB News Feed. Cruel? I'm selfish? Immature? Whatever you name it, I won't bother. It's not about I hate them, but I have to find ways to heal this wound in me. Not seeing their updates somehow could help me to forget them and what they have done to me. :) It's clear, rite? :)

They Are Not What They Used To Be Before

Spells Started at 8:08PM, on 13th May 2012.

Helo Dear Worldians, how ya doing? :)

First of all, sorry to TMOD that I've abandoned you quite for a long time kan. Sorry TMOD... :( Just that, life is still so complicated and that I have no exact answers, when would I be fine enough. *sigh*. Anyway, I have officially turned 23 last Wednesday, 9th May 2012.. Wee.. My Birth Anniversary, nothing much so special. No surprise party, big party, or purposely celebrated, but it's OK. Hahaa. I'm glad that I'm still alive until this age. And I'm glad that finally I can celebrate my birthday, at least for once when I'm still in USM. During first year, I was away for MPP Camp in Perak. For my second year, I was away for Archaeology excavation in Lembah Bujang. To make it simpler, this year only I went through my 23rd birthday in USM.

When Everything Is Turned Around, Ups And Downs

Spells Started at 5:05PM, on 26 April 2012.

Hello All, :)

Life is really hard for me recently. I couldn't focus much and easily feels like I want to give up. I've been missing few classes continuosly and I felt really bad about it. Really really bad. I know that it is not a good thing. Since my primary school, I've been taught by teachers, not to miss classes and important activities and I did agree on it. But, how come I be like this. Be one of those who missed their classes? I kept on asking myself actually, Vera what has happened that your life has turned to be like this. This is not You.

The Trashes At The Side Of The Road

Spells Started at 4:23PM, on 24th April 2012.

Hallo Dear Worldians! How Ya Doing. :)

I've been missing again quite for a long time right. *Sigh*. Guess that life is so miserable to Witch Vera recently, trying 25/8 in life to find a solution, a portion to make things better. Again and again, she failed. What to do, she's just a normal human being after all. After a failed trial, she will just be seated and look far away in distance,  what's waiting for her at the other side? Should she just fly away to the other side and leaves everything here? NO. She couldn't, she must, at least finish everything here and be responsible. But, she just couldn't get back the feeling, the same way as she felt it three years ago. Too much black ashes, everything is in dust.

Poesia: I Save This Dance For You

On this cold night I see you

When the world is quiet I see you

With this riotousness of a little heart

Oh how much I want to dance

To you, just for you.

At the moment of the orange sunset

At the dawn on a chill, clear cockcrow

This heart hardly be retained

Over the desire of staging up this graceful steps

In remembering your heart.

Way to Go With 'BISIK'

Spells Started at 6:06PM, on 4^th April 2012.

Hallo Dear Worldians! Anyeonghaseyo! :)

Looking at my To-Do-List, there are many and many things that I have to settle but somehow, my 'otak' cannot think properly in the moment. I hate feelings sometimes; it always can change no matter what we did to stay in a favoured spot of emotion or feeling. Haizz. Even a very small thing could be so distracting to me sometimes. As example, I was walking out happily from my room to attend class on one fine day that I saw an old woman (a cleaner) was walking alone, along the road near to my school. I was in the bus. I got down and looked again to her. She was talking on the phone; All I remember is I heard she said "Ya, mummy will come back, mummy come back ok. Mummy is working now".

I thought that she might be called by her children. Then she stopped the conversation. I was about to continue walking when I heard she talked again, on the phone. The same thing. I started to feel dizzy and chill but I kept on observing her. She stopped again. Talked again and this time, she seemed crying. I didn't dare enough to see anymore, I rushed for class. The whole day, I was thinking about her. What has happened to that old lady?? The next day, I didn't see her anymore. Maybe she's still around but at different areas in this university. One thing for sure is, I was distracted. :(

Ika Id Ginawoku Gisom Sogigisom

Ika Id Ginawoku Gisom Sogigisom

Kosorou oku ngawi di nabantalan hiti koposionku

Tadau pogulu di maso miambalut toh poh

Ingaa kosusaan hiti ginawo soira poindoros koh doid doho

Piombolutan di osonong, mantad suang ginawo

Ika songulun ih amu asaru mimboros

Nga kakal poingirak om poingingis koh kumaa doho

Nung osomok toiko poinsodu koh mantad doho.

Id suang ginawoku ingaa suai daa

Lansanonku tomod doh poimbalut toh gisom sogigisom

Nga amu oku nokoilo

Piomboluton toh minongusak piupusan

Ginawo diti minongupus diya

Mato diti amu kotongkiad doh sikito nopo diya

Kolungguyan diti monginruol doho

Amu oku koilo poingkuro doh popolisok ginawoku.

Escritura Creativa: 'Strange Romance' Part 9

BAB 9

Killa berlari-lari anak menuju ke tempat yang dijanjikan olehnya dan Aaron pagi tadi untuk bertemu kembali. Dijeling sekilas ke arah jam di tangan - Pukul 11.15 pagi. Benaknya tiba-tiba teringat, Aaron ada memaklumkan melalui SMS bahawa dalam sekitar jam 11.30 barulah dia akan dibenarkan keluar. Dahi Killa berkerut seketika, langkah lariannya mula diperlahankan. Killa menepuk dahi. Lama lagi, apesal pula aku berlari ni? Killa tergelak sendirian mengenangkan kegopohannya tadi.

“Sweet Teacher” sapaan satu suara dari bahagian laluan koridor di sebelah kanannya sempat membuat Killa berasakan semangatnya hilang seketika. Mujur otaknya cepat saja memproses data akan identiti pemilik suara itu. Siapa lagi kalau bukan Budak Na’za yang over semacam itu? Perlahan dipalingkan wajahnya memandang. Dia terkedu sejenak, hanya Reen Ray Xiao yang berdiri di hadapannya sekarang. Mana pula perginya ‘para pengikut setia’ budak Na’za ini? On Leave? Killa meneka-neka sendirian.

“Kenapa? Tak suka nampak saya ke cikgu?” Reen Ray Xiao tersenyum sinis ke arah Killa yang jelas kelihatan sudah menarik wajah kelat. Selamba dia mengelap wajah dan leher menggunakan tuala kecil yang masih tergenggam di tangannya di hadapan Killa. Sebahagian rambut depannya yang jelas kebasahan dan jatuh menutupi dahi, dikuak cermat lalu dikeringkan dengan tuala yang sama. Membuntang mata Killa memerhati aksi Reen Ray Xiao. Ingat awak model ke? Killa mencebik dalam hati.